Longing and Ending

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Posted by: bhuva Original: 9/23/2007 12:57 AM Views: 78 Comments: 5 eProps: 8 Read Comments Post a Comment Back to Your Xanga Site

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Sunday, September 23, 2007

Port after port after port after port. Shrivelled, tired of waiting, and longing, and begging, and being shocked. Never surprised. Not kissed any more, not held, not rocked. Only shocked. Yet and yet.

To Paris, I was singing. Now I am not.

I gave him his ticket this morning. Now he can Fuck Off and be the Bad Boy he is. It isn't a happy ending at all.

I will stay, till I make Financial Milestone Number 2. See, it is all about money. And I think money will make me happy. Yes, most definitely it will.

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Oh no....

Posted 9/24/2007 1:07 AM by Darkly_Optimistic

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But yes security is nice even if it comes first in the form of financial goals. And meeting them.

Posted 9/24/2007 1:07 AM by Darkly_Optimistic

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I wish I could say / do something meaningful.

Or even express how much you mean to me.

I know, you're not supposed to mean anything to me and neither will it cause you to reciprocate or feel better, but I have always cared for you. And cared about keeping the light alive, no matter how deep the dark.

Sorry I've been out of touch...but not in my head.

Shedding skin can be very painful, true, but at times necessary. I hope time reveals that it was.

All my love.

Posted 9/24/2007 8:41 AM by ananda_ray - reply